My dream relationship as inside as outside

Rainbow Gathering it is a big healing. Especially combine with tantra and it´s all relationship processes. That´s how again it was for me this year too.

Just before the Rainbow I wrote another  manifestation of my dream for relationship what I wish for. Main reason why I wish for relationship is because I believe in multiplied power of free couple as teachers, as partners, as lovers, tantrikas and as example of coming change to the world.

Through my teachings on the gathering I realised that this dream woman what I´m wishing for is already in me. So close. At my teachings I could be sharp like a knife or soft like as woman dance. I have feminine and masculine energy in me and I could use them both any time depends what the situation require from me. I realized that first maybe this example of healthy relationship within us I have to shine to the world, to my students, to my self.... Then when the time would come I would be even more ready to form even better relationship out of unconditional love and not out of need.

This realization made me taking more care for the wishes of my goddess within. Worshiping her it gives so much much completeness, contentment in my self. So together with her I´m going through another next transformation in my life on my tantra path. This aspect was always there before just now we are going deeper. I´m becoming better of my self or maybe ourselves :) ( - there is inner child and other crowd but this is another story :) )

16.8.2016

Here it is the manifestation of my outer and inner dreams:

Enjoy and connect  when you ready, one way or another <3

In my next relationship I wish that Love is deeply full of passion. I wish that a woman I a wonder, what helps me, what encourage me to go through all challenges, what we have to go through. I would like to look up to her. I wish that she have qualities from which I could learn, grow and benefit. I love to lift up a woman but in this relationship I wish to be lifted up as well. I wish that those balances are flowing naturally. I don´t 

1.8.2016

I wish that we have strong connection on every level: sexual, love, intellectual and spiritual. I wish that she is my best friend for who I may count in every moment: Moment of healing, moment of danger, moment of vulnerability…

I wish that with her I could feel so good, save and comfortable that I could leave all performing patterns, that I could show my self in my whole vulnerability.
I wish in my next relationship, we could freely awaken our inner children, that we both have a lot of unconditioned, uncontrolled fun together – a lot of laughter as well :)
I wish that we are able to have intellectual disputes without need to prove who is right.
I wish that she feels like me to do everything possible to save planet for future generations.
I wish that we are inspiring each other in teaching and finding new ways of healing, liberating, enjoying life, making love etc.
I wish that we are both open to explore new ways of sexuality and tantra.
I wish that as couple we shine as example of partnerchiat, great unconditional love, sacred sexuality and spiritual activism.
I wish that this heals, liberates the world.
I wish that we are different but equal.
There were many Buddhas, Jesuses etc. - Now is the time for power of free couple !

9.8.2016

Howgh !

I wish that she is amazing beautiful inside and outside.

I wish that together we ignite big awakening of the humanity into a better world.
I'm ready <3 … and you ???

Michal Kali Griks
http://tantramovement.blogspot.nl

Michal Kali Griks
http://tantramovement.blogspot.nl

Unconditional love - acceptance, best advice for Tantra teacher reflection

I´m so happy to be back home, back in my lovely community Badulina, Rainbow Terrace, my family, who expanded by new born Baby, beautiful, wise Melissa, Amber. Remember her, she is already moving the world around :)

Anyway - Challenges, this is the message of this writing. Particularly I could say only fruits welcomed me with the challenges. 
The best fruits what I at recently,  I had to love them first  to accept their challenges :) ... and then, in the end I could enjoy so much their taste and energies.
 Those were maybe the best figs , what I at  in my life - it appear to be so organic that I had to be really careful to not eat the warms. I´m vegan and ex squatter so it was even double challenge to mess with their homes - I will save you details :) Then prickly pears. After I could not resist eating one, even remembering last experience, I could not resist eating half of it. Mniammmyy.... but feeling the needles even in my gums I could not finish the other half :/ Still having them not only in my fingers but also around  mouth I will found out on internet how to eat them and avoid the pricking. You have to love something to go through the challenge. The biggest challenge then the biggest growth, the biggest satisfaction , love etc.

I just said to my daughter that she was the best and the most efficient teacher in my life. So much I changed for her, so much I grow thankful her, so much I have learned from life with her, for her and from her. Thank you again my beautiful, wise Magda. The biggest challenge in my life, the hardest and the longest work I ever did ( I still do ? ) but in the same time the biggest happiness in my life, the best thing what happened to me, the longest relationship what I have beside this one what I have with my self and my parents maybe.

Last time we had interesting situation what made my realise this and some other things as well. I was to late for her, but not from my fault and still trying doing my best etc. I will save you details. They´re more boring and less important. Straight  into conclusion: To other person nagging about I may just say: "fuck off, If you do not accept me the way how I´m I don´t need you around" ... but because I love her so much, after some time I could see the lesson and learn from it. In the end I was able to go beyond my to much ego, beyond my arrogance and get the lesson from her, from life. I said humble : Sorry I was late without saying any but afterwards... and I know next time I will do my best to not to make the same mistake. I realised that this unconditional Love what I have to my daughter made me grow so much, change so much, learn so much. She never had the role of the teacher in my life, rather opposite of course, but this presence of unconditional Love made me learning so much from this relationship. Thank you universe. THANK YOU Magda

Then I reflected on my other teachers in my life. I noticed that this that my directress and teacher in Rasayana Tantra Acedemy, Dr. Tara Long - her acceptance even for sides of me what seemed to challenge her, her attitude of Mothering Love, her accepting me the way how I´m - it all together created the acceptance in me circulating between us. This presence  of unconditional Love, I feel made us both get best of our challenging teacher, student relationship.

The same I could say about another my teachers in life. As more this unconditional love and acceptance was there, whatever was the way of learning, whatever was the challenge it created also in my this Unconditional Love and acceptance for the teacher, for the subjects, for the way of learning. Of course this I could see and feel as well in my relationships in my life. As more challenging there were, as more unconditional Love and acceptance was there even the challenge was huge we grow through it  and when we did we grow enormously. Sometimes we didn´t and then we sometimes had to accept that this is the end of the journey of growing together. Sometimes we learned from the relationship still after it broke... but this maybe could be another story :)

Tantra is a path of the challenges, thunderbolt to enlightenment... My whole life is a challenge and I´m happy about it. I learned to see the challenges not any more as problems but as opportunities to grow. Even they´re sometimes bigger and more challenging from different sides that you would expect, even that sometimes they´re really challenging you so much that sometimes you have enough of it, that you tired of it .... I still love my life and I know that with acceptance even acceptance of not acceptance of the challenge it will mean that sometimes maybe I will have to take break or maybe even step backward.... but this is still ok. Even when we make mistakes, even when we went wrong way, when we will love unconditionally life in the end we will find the way. Maybe we will found out that we never lost the way. Because the happiness is the way, because love is the way, because love is life, life is love. We are all one.

ARE YOU READY FOR THE CHALLENGE ? YOU´RE ALWAYS  WELCOME. HERE AND NOW ! HOME <3

I don´t know Brian Tracy yet but I agree with this sentence soooo much <3

Michal Kali Griks
http://tantramovement.blogspot.nl